Hi,
I am so pleased to meet you. It is my first time here speaking to you directly. Usually, I am working in the background on a little project here and there to support Joe bringing uplifting messages to you and into this world.
Joe calls me Angel A… and that makes me smile.
When Joe and I talked, I shared with him how I am feeling a shift within me lately. Something has changed and he asked if I would share my experience here. Maybe it is helpful for someone… let’s see.
Lately, I have been feeling the need to find more peace in my life. If you listened to Blossom’s latest channeling with The Federation you can maybe relate to the feeling of not wanting to follow any of that nonsense out there, the need to withdraw completely from all the drama presented to us.
To me it feels, as if a storm has passed and now an inner calmness swept over me – a feeling of Trust that Everything will work itself out… somehow… not having answers as to how but the Knowing it will!
That is one of the reasons why this website The Light Has Won came into the making. The wish to create a Home where one’s soul can rest and recharge in times like these. A shelter that offers positive, uplifting messages that are nurturing to the soul when the outer worlds seem to have gone completely mad. A place to Feel all will be well, we ‘just’ have to keep going towards what we truly want.
And that is not so easy, is it?!
I can only speak for myself, but how many times has my attention been pulled this way or that way! Information coming from everywhere, especially once I found myself on the road of the awakening process. The digging began, a dive from one rabbit hole into the next, not realizing I was on information overload. White Cloud spoke so wisely about it and said it would be advisable not to eat the whole box of chocolate at once, but instead to take one piece at a time.
Well, sometimes I think I ate three chocolate bars at once!
And yes, it did make me feel sick and sad – many times, shocked and angry… as anyone would feel when they first find out about what has been happening behind the scenes for such a long time.
And yes, it is a part of the awakening process to look into the depth of darkness, but I feel it’s only one part! My awakening came in stages, levels and layers.. and often I would waver forth and back between expansion, high strung feelings, magical experiences and also deep dives into darkness craving to know ‘The Truth’.
What is ‘The Truth’? I ask myself… having also experienced how it is to try and “wake up” family and friends when they have no desire to awaken, maybe even be repelled by Your Truth, turning their back on you in order not to have to look or see down the dark abyss…
It is scary, isn’t it?!
After two years of drama on the world stage and searching for answers, I have come to realize for myself that Truth has many facets. I ask myself, maybe there is no such thing as my Truth versus your Truth – doesn’t that feel like being caught up all over again in this petty game that has been playing out for way too long on the earth plane?! Leaving us angry, frustrated and in separation from each other?
There was someone who put it in a nutshell,
‘The only thing I ever have to offer are my opinions. That’s all – simply opinions!’
Well, isn’t that a wise thing to come to realize?!
It feels very liberating to me. Allowing oneself to let go of having to know the truth, owning the only truth, touting that truth to everyone.
And instead,
Peace!
I feel a new time or phase has began for me. A time to turn my attention away from information, a time to consume less and instead create more from my heartspace. That gives me great satisfaction.
And by focusing my attention on creation, it feels like I begin to experience the New Earth in its early stages. There is no waiting game for the next thing to happen. When in the process of creation, I feel I am making small steps towards a brighter world, a small contribution, even if it means to simply try my best and think positive thoughts, focus my attention to the beauty that co-exists with everything else at the same moment.
Just to became aware of this – everything coexists side by side – the beauty and the horror, sadness and laughter, love and hatred. And everything in between.
It’s as if my Higher self says to me, ‘You have seen enough now, what more do you really need to see to know?! You “know” what you know deep within – anything else is a distraction to you. A distraction from the Feeling of Home. You can decide, you can choose, you are free to choose what you want to experience, what you bring into this world with your thoughts, words and deeds. What is it you choose?’
My answer is:
‘And I choose Love!’
‘I choose Freedom!’
‘I choose Peace!’
Yes, and there will be many more times I will waver between the layers of what this earthly experience has to offer, no doubt! But now, I have the awareness that gives me a choice wether to dive down or fly high in every given moment of my life!
It’s actually quite an exhilarating ride coming to realize it, isn’t it?!
And when I come Home, feeling peace – That Feeling of having finally arrived, I am ready and can’t wait to meet everyone at The Rainbow Bridge. Right after the storm when rain and sunshine create the most magical experience … and reveal the portal into a new dawn – our beautiful radiant New Earth!
Much love, happiness and joy,
Angel A